[Rastaban is accustomed to his fair share of secrets. He understands why they exist, why they are kept. He doesn't begrudge Cain even a little but for having this one, though it fills him with such joy to be trusted enough to share in it.]
You have shown me a world I never thought possible. That anyone would ever look at me the way you look at me, that anyone would ever touch me the way you have touched me...
[Rastaban still looks at Cain like something dazzling.]
There is nothing I would not do for you, Cain. Nothing.
[Cain knows that one day. One day he'll spill everything to Rastaban. The other would either accept every terrible secret he had kept away or finally be disgusted and leave, but he knows he will tell the other because he can't simply keep hiding from this man.]
Well, that's merely because I'm not completely blind like most others. They're surely missing out on such a fine specimen, but it really doesn't matter now. I'm not particularly fond of sharing such a beautiful find. I'm nothing less than completely selfish, I'll have you know.
[He laughs gently.]
Then you're going to have to learn some dancing. I'm completely weak to a man who can dance. And not a bloody waltz because I absolutely hate waltzing. Social gathering for decades had taught me that I absolutely abhor the thought of having to waltz.
[He laughs a little and pulls them a bit closer to him.] Anything you want.
I could dance right now really. Sick or not. It's hard to feel bad when you're around. [He knows the other would surely disagree, but he does feel immensely better just having Rastaban around. He never realized how much a person can anchor someone until now.] You here is enough right now. You brought me plenty as is.
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You have shown me a world I never thought possible. That anyone would ever look at me the way you look at me, that anyone would ever touch me the way you have touched me...
[Rastaban still looks at Cain like something dazzling.]
There is nothing I would not do for you, Cain. Nothing.
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Well, that's merely because I'm not completely blind like most others. They're surely missing out on such a fine specimen, but it really doesn't matter now. I'm not particularly fond of sharing such a beautiful find. I'm nothing less than completely selfish, I'll have you know.
[He laughs gently.]
Then you're going to have to learn some dancing. I'm completely weak to a man who can dance. And not a bloody waltz because I absolutely hate waltzing. Social gathering for decades had taught me that I absolutely abhor the thought of having to waltz.
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[Honestly the idea of dancing at all is more than slightly terrifying for Rastaban, but he'd brave it in an instant for Cain.]
What kind of dancing? That still leaves... a lot.
[For all he knows Cain could be a fan of square dancing.]
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[He laughs a little before he gives the other a mischievous grin.]
I fancy myself a good swing or lindy hop. If you really want to learn, I'll teach you if you want. Dancing that is.
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[Because who cares how technically correct he can be when instead he can learn it how Cain likes it?]
When you're feeling better. I can stay for a while, so don't worry if you need to lay down. I - um. I can put on tea or something, if that'll help.
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[He laughs a little and pulls them a bit closer to him.] Anything you want.
I could dance right now really. Sick or not. It's hard to feel bad when you're around. [He knows the other would surely disagree, but he does feel immensely better just having Rastaban around. He never realized how much a person can anchor someone until now.] You here is enough right now. You brought me plenty as is.